Another year zoomed by again. I've been out of the picture most of the time these days. For some time now, I have switched to blogging on Friendster (http://peisan.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/) but have decided recently to return to blogger. 2007 had been a very challenging year. Being a wife at first, then being pregnant and being a new mother. I have learned lots but there are just so much to story in such a short time. Have I matured? I am not sure about this. At times, I think my brain cells went through apoptosis the moment I became pregnant. So slowly is the process, that I now feel that I have forgotten much about what I have learned during my years as a student. It is scary whenever I think about it. So constantly, I am trying to read about things that are related to my job at times, even telling my young son who had just turned 3 months old about the process that is going through in the brain that involves POMC. What would a 3 months old know? He would smile at me, as if trying to make me realize that there are things that cannot be changed and he will try to be good and walk be through it. IT IS a blessing, this baby. I will feel down one second but whenever he smiles, the momentary shadow over my eyes brightened.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Another year
Another year zoomed by again. I've been out of the picture most of the time these days. For some time now, I have switched to blogging on Friendster (http://peisan.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/) but have decided recently to return to blogger. 2007 had been a very challenging year. Being a wife at first, then being pregnant and being a new mother. I have learned lots but there are just so much to story in such a short time. Have I matured? I am not sure about this. At times, I think my brain cells went through apoptosis the moment I became pregnant. So slowly is the process, that I now feel that I have forgotten much about what I have learned during my years as a student. It is scary whenever I think about it. So constantly, I am trying to read about things that are related to my job at times, even telling my young son who had just turned 3 months old about the process that is going through in the brain that involves POMC. What would a 3 months old know? He would smile at me, as if trying to make me realize that there are things that cannot be changed and he will try to be good and walk be through it. IT IS a blessing, this baby. I will feel down one second but whenever he smiles, the momentary shadow over my eyes brightened.
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