Oh my my... Not again :-(

It's The time of the year again. Ah! I don't want to be a pessimist or a party pooper but Christmas is depressing me when I cannot be with the ones I love. I miss the gathering and Oh! the yapping and yapping and more yapping of my forever young aunts. Gosh, 7 of them. And not to forget, the forever supportive husbands who never seem to learn to keep their comments to themselves. (No, I don't want to know how many pounds I've put on this year.. end of story). Some people, you have to hate them in order to love them, if you know what I am saying. Well, I just have to make the best out of minimal this year. Mommy and daddy are far away as usual.. Who's fault? None, but my very own "ambitious", and what do I get? NO TURKEY for Christmas! Sigh... It's okay, I'll just roast myself a mid size chicken. *chuckle* At least, my dear partner in crime and loving boyfriend is nearby to keep me company, and lend his support. Another thing about the time of the year is the resolution making. I've always detested this, but someone reminded me that I've yet to acheive any of my resolution made last year and this year, that is to lose another 15 pounds. It's a disappointment. I think by now, I can qualify as a good candidate for Bridget Jone's most look-a-like title (Sigh). Procrastination, my biggest enemy of all time. It seems to be sticking on to me ever since birth. "Girl, go wash the dishes" "Later, mom I am busy watching tv" "Girl, bring your sis upstairs to bed" "Ok mom, just a minute" "Honey, I think the water is boiling" "Okok.. coming (but still glued on the chair)" Darn it! I have to definitely change that before I start hating myself for becoming a procrastinator! Am I the only one? Oh,... man maybe not but probably the worst! Hmm, I have to do this otherwise...... Ok, I don't know what will happen but it will surely not be something positive. Hmm, that's my thinking recipe for tonight. Perhaps, I can come up with the right answer tomorrow.